On friday we brought your ashes home it was so hard and still is seeing you now in a plastic container we never dreamed we would be facing this heartache so soon my heart aches so much we miss you so much 💙
Today i collected the money raised from your funeral you would be sooo proud dad £161 raised and now we have £330 in donations for the british lung foundation i will keep your memory alive forever 💔 .
going into the chapel of rest was really hard today knowing i couldnt see you and knowing it would be the last time i went there i really wanted to hug you again .
i had to go to the car and have 15 mins just to cry a little . it seems to be getting harder not easier .
i cant listen to your music at the moment its to painful but one day il be able to again with a smile.
nite nite dad love you more than youl ever no 😙😢