Miss you everyday I always thought I was super strong but without you I'm slowly crumbling I try to put on a brave face but life is so hard without you Doug , who would have thought that after Xmas you would no longer be in our life's simple things like not being able to get the top of the remote to change batteries I find myself breaking down because you always did that I'm taking things one day at a time some days are better than others but life will never be the same that's for sure I hope your swinging on a star looking down on us all until we meet again you will be forever in my heart xxx